MADE

[ghostdrive]

As much as I hate MTV, their show "Made" is one of my favorites. It makes me cry and smile and its just sooooo great. Yeah, it appears that I'm just a sucker for success stories. ^^; As dorky as it sounds, I'm actually rooting for these people while I'm watching an episode. It just makes me happy to see them succeed.

EDIT: Sometimes I wish that I were the "pretty girl". I'm always the "smart girl" or the "cute shorty", but never pretty. I know that a lot of those so called "pretty girls" are ugly, shallow things on the inside, but I just want someone (besides my relatives that is) to one day genuinely tell me I'm pretty. If that did happen I'd probably cry. I'm tearing up now having said that. I thought I had gotten over my low self esteem years ago, but I guess occasionally it comes back and rears its ugly head.

You know, that actually hurt to type out. Its rare that I admit how I'm really feeling but sometimes I think its better for myself to do so.

Okay, that takes care of my "emo moment" for the month.

Also, my apologies to ryutsuki for taking so long to finish that Cain fanart. You expressed an interest in seeing it and now I feel like I'm making you wait. I really look forward to showing it to you once my drawing motivation comes back. Which may be soon since the start of the month is always a good drawing time for me. Ah, there is a silver lining. ^_^

EDIT X 2: Know what I've just realized? I'm probably PMSing. Damn you mood swings!

Comments

[ryutsuki.livejournal.com]

Awwwww, everyone's allowed some emo-ness once in a while :(

And it's okay! I'm the patient type when it comes to this ^^ I'm excited to see it when you finish!